When I first started to feel trapped in the community I grew up in, there seemed to be no way out. Everything beyond the virtual ghetto walls was frightening, foreign and far. It felt like I was going to be stuck there for the rest of my life and be destined to a suffocating lifestyle I no longer believed in.
This was until I found Mavar. When I first reached out to Mavar I was not sure what to expect.
I was immediately reassured that these people are people I can trust.
They had the will and the means to help me. Initially, not having anywhere to live, I was welcomed in by a lovely family for temporary accommodation. Mavar then helped me find a job and guided me towards enrolling at college.
I was assigned several mentors to guide me through issues related to integrating: an education mentor, a personal mentor and a weekly counsellor. Mavar lent me money whilst I was looking for work and got grants for me to pay the initial deposit and rent on the student housing they found for me. I was also given a laptop, essential for my studies, a grant to buy basic household needs and a grant to help with the cost of GCSE courses.
Mavar has saved my spiritual life by giving me the possibility of starting life anew and to live a self-determined life in the way I choose.
Mavar has granted me my freedom and has opened up our wonderful world with its endless opportunities.
Thank you Mavar!
It was around the end of last June when I finally got the courage to make that phone call. I sat in the car overwhelmed, thinking … kept turning the phone on and off almost pressing the green button and immediately regretting. Eventually I called – I knew I didn’t have a choice.
Her name was “Alex” she said when I started to tell her my story. I told her how I grew up in a frum family in Israel, how when I was 19 I’d got married to a girl I only met once for 50 minutes. How for the last few years I’m forced to hide from any living creature the fact that I lost my faith in Orthodox Judaism, expected to live a false double life filled with shame and guilt. I told her how the unavoidable discovery of that fact almost caused my expulsion from my own house, that in the near future I will likely be required to leave home, my 3 sweet children, my cosy well-paying job, and start from scratch.
It is hard to believe it was only nine months ago. How much has changed since that single call.
Mavar provided me solutions to almost any obstacle that came up.
Inevitably, not long after that call I had to leave. Mavar was there, helping with emotional support, legal advice, always having connections with the right professionals for any advice needed.
Soon after I called Mavar I started to think about education. Going to university has always been an impossible target for me. Alien cultural rules and the lack of elementary education have been an insurmountable barrier, but then, after being in contact with Mavar, I suddenly realised “Yes, I can do that!”. Not only I can get some education, I can get any education, I can aim to the top. I couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Mavar’s education expert made the impossible possible.
She guided and advised me through the whole process. Thanks to her I made it. I currently have two offers: one from King’s College, the other from UCL.
Being in this place now, studying, living my own life, having sorted my previous life and looking forward with excitement, I can say none of it would have happened without that single phone call on a sunny June morning. The call I knew I had to make.”
Mavar member – anonymous
“One of my biggest fears of leaving the community I grew up in, was the fear of being left alone in this world, alone without family, friends, and community. After I made the decision to leave, a very close relative of mine told me, ‘you will be alone, like a dog in the street, no one will care, and they will be right not to!’ That is exactly the reason our community makes sure to be isolated from the outside world, that is also the reason I grew up without education, books, TV and internet.
My relative was wrong! He didn’t know about Mavar! Mavar has been there for me every step of the way. Mavar was a listening ear when I needed; Mavar was there to guide me patiently on my path to freedom; Mavar was there to supply me private tutoring, to catch up with my secular studies. Mavar provided me with a therapist, to discuss my journey and personal development. And finally thanks to Mavar I was accepted into a respectful University!
“I still have a long journey ahead of me, but I am not worried, and you know why? Because Mavar exists!”
Mavar member – anonymous
When I was growing up in Stamford Hill, I was given no secular education at all. I spoke only the most basic English. I used to go to a friend’s home and talk with him about how I might improve my education. He mentioned Mavar to me, so I called the telephone number.
Mavar gave me a mentor to answer my questions and help me get on with my studies.
When I spoke to my mentor, I felt that I had found someone who understands me and who supports me.
Thanks to her help, I am now studying what I have wanted to study for a long time. I still have a long journey ahead.
I don’t like to write about my personal life which has been difficult. I always try to look to my future and not my past. When I was in contact with my mentor, I spoke to her about it and she helped me. If not for Mavar and my mentor I don’t know at what stage I would be now in my personal life.
Because my religious level has changed, I am not seen as a good person within the Stamford Hill community. Besides which, there is no one to whom to turn for advice on education in the community. Mavar do not look at my religious level.
I know that many other people feel as I felt. They have no one to turn to. Unfortunately I know many friends who have turned to drugs.
When I saw the Yiddish on the website it meant a lot for me, because I felt that Mavar was a “heimish” organisation and would understand people like myself from an ultra Orthodox community.
It was professional and confidential which also meant a lot.
I am not yet at the point where I feel confident to speak openly about Mavar to other people in the community who want to learn more about the outside world. However, I have told a few people about Mavar and they now know where they can find someone to speak to.
Mavar member – anonymous
When I first started thinking about changing my life, leaving the community I grew up in and the lifestyle I was so used to, the thought terrified me. How could I possibly do it? Even if I would ever pluck up the courage, the hurdles I’d have to go through were enormous. What would happen if I told my parents and they cut me off? With no money to my name and absolutely no education, I would probably end up on the streets.
Everything changed when I discovered Mavar.
After the first phone call I already felt more secure. They assigned me a mentor to help me work through all the problems – and solve the problems she did. Mavar arranged temporary accommodation to help me in the first few months. They helped me financially when I was struggling, and they helped me greatly with my education. Their educational specialist was and still is a great help.
Without their help I would probably still be stuck in a life I didn’t believe in.
But due to their help I’m now a settled human being living life the way I choose. I can’t thank them enough!
Mavar member – anonymous
A note by one of our members to our education specialist:
“This week I began my studies for an MA in History! Your advice helped me tremendously. When I first started thinking about entering the academic world I felt very overwhelmed, as I was confused as to what I wanted to focus on, and I did not have anybody to guide me.
As such, it was wonderful to have someone to talk to.
You clarified the different areas of study, their advantages and disadvantages, and this helped me decide what would suit my interests and abilities best. I am really appreciative of how generous you have been with your time!”
…. and writing about his mentor he said:
Talking to him has been invaluable.